Never forget today that their are people who paid the ultimate price for the Freedoms we all cherish so much. Today is the day we all should think about how much Freedom we have in America and how much all those who gave up theirs for others to have. So today, everyone should be reflecting those who died on Sept 11 2001.
Here’s a video of one of my all time video games. It’s one I will never, ever get bored and something I like so much. The game I am talking about is called Ace Combat 5. I like this game on top of all the Modern Warfare Series. I can never get bored playing it despite it being a Playstation 2 system and something I like so much. I just wish they made it for Playstation 3 and even made the game a lot longer.
My scars, I have them.
We all have them
We all know what they show
They show what we have been through and done
Some are so light
While some go so deep that they stay their forever.
To most of us, it’s like a badge or a mark on us
Showing everyone what we have done and been through
For me, mine goes deep and forever
If my scars can talk, it would sing like a bird
It would tell you what has been done to me
What I have done to get them
Even what I have been through in life
If my scars can speak
It will tell how many places I have been hurt
How many ways I have been walled up
How many have doubted me
How many have denied me
Even tried to erase the life out of me
My scars, if they can speak
They would tell you how many have harmed me
How many have traumatized me
Even how many have downed me
Even tried to drown me
My scars are the pains that I have to bear in life
Showing how much I struggle to simply be me
Even to fight to be just one of them
With each battle I fight
I bear the true scars of all my battles
All the fights I fought
Even the ones I lost fights with
The ones I won battles with
The scars are their
Leave a mark of what It did to me
Even what was done to me at the hands of others.
To my scars, it shows everyone what I have done and been through
It’s a mark of all my battles
Even if my scars can talk, it would tell you all the fights I fought
Even the fights that taken a toll on me
That have ravaged me and worn me down to my bare soul
Even with my scars,
They are a permanent reminder of what I have been through
What I have been through and even what was done to me
To me, my scars as forever until the end of time.
It’s been since December 2012 that I have been without health insurance of any kind and the Connecticut dept of social services giving me the fakking run around. I am getting conflicting information and no one at CT DSS is not giving me a straight answer. I am getting conflicting answers from one end and another end. I have been calling them almost every day and going to the office at least once a week trying to get answers and to no avail. I am almost at my end at how the state of Connecticut and the Dept of Social service is treating me.
It is pissing me off that the State of Connecticut and the Connecticut Dept of Social services is not doing a damn thing to help. I have been without health insurance and without the ability to pay for my medications. As a result, I have been without my Androderm medications, which cost me up to $330 for a 60 day supply. I am very angry at how the State of Connecticut, the Dept of social services have treated me and frankly I feel I am being mistreated, discriminated and even given the run around for who I am.
I have been trying to get help from anyone including calling on my state legislators such as State Sen Jason Welsh to which they don’t see to care or bother to listen to me. At this point, I am feeling like the State of Connecticut has simply ignored me, discriminated against me and mistreated me. All because I am an intersex person who requires HRT to have some normal semblance. It pisses me off that I am having to fight the State of Connecticut and the Dept of Social service to get them to cover me.
The way they treated me, is beyond disgusting. I am calling them almost everyday, having to end up leaving a message or I can’t leave a message because their voicemail is full. I am having a hard time trying to get a hold of my DSS worker, which becomes physically impossible. Even when you go to the office in person, your standing in line for hours waiting to get an answer which, then tells you one thing. Then come back the next day, they say something else.
I am pissed at how this state treats me and this is why I don’t vote Democrat or Republican anymore. I vote independent because how the two parties in this country is treating me and every intersex person in this country. I have to wonder is this what my tax dollars is being spent on. Heck the State DMV has better response than the State DSS. It’s very pitifully of how they treated me. I am ashamed at the state I live in can treat people like this withhold people’s health and medical needs. All while people like me are suffering with out proper medical care and proper medication.
This is why as soon as I get my college degree, I’m getting the hell out of Connecticut because it cost to much to live here, Jobs are scarce in this state and how they mistreated people like me. If I had a choice where I want to go, maybe the mid-Atlantic region such as Maryland, Virgina, Pennsylvania, or the Carolina’s.
My all time favorite video game has to be Modern Warfare Series. That is one of the best kick-ass games of the century and quite frankly one of the most addictive online games ever. That game is as close to being in the action as ever and the game has to be a must have for any system.