Summer (Photo credit: Moyan_Brenn)
Now that’s summer is here, and college classes are a distant memory. I have plenty of things I can do for the summer. Many places to see and many thing I need to do over the summer. Have an adventure that I can talk about when I get back in the fall semester. Summer is a time for me to have fun and fun I need to have this summer. I have to get away from my computer this summer more often and enjoy life away from the computer and life in the great outdoors. I have to have a summer, that I can remember for the rest of my Life.
One thing I plan on doing alot this summer, is spend time at a Nudist resort. Being a Nudist and mostly going out Skinny Dipping, I have never been to an organized Nudist resort and this summer, I have the time to spend this summer at a Nudist resort. I always wanted to see what a Nudist resort is like because I have mostly been nude at Home, the college dorm or out skinny dipping. I have never seen what it’s like inside an organized Nudist resort. So it’s why this summer, I have some naked vacations I intend to take, with fellow nudist friends of mine. I want to be able to say that I have been to a Nudist resort and have seen a Nudist resort.
The other thing I am going to try to pull this summer, is make a trip to a Nude Beach and spend a weekend at a Nude beach. I know their are infamous nude beaches such as sandy hook in New Jersey and the ones in Cape Cod as well. I want to try to be able to go to a Nude beach and walk around in it. I have had plenty of people talked to me about nude beaches, and how it was fun being their. So for me, I am looking to do one this summer, as a way of saying, I have stepped foot on a Nude beach and spent a day in one.
On top of doing my stuff I do back home, I plan to have some serious fun and plan to have an adventure that I can talk about to people. I plan to have serious pictures that I can show to people my summer vacation and my summer adventures that I did. My summer this is is going to be a year that I get away from being stuck on the computer and to have a serious LIFE outside of the computer. All this before I head back to college in Late August and back to all the stress and pressures of passing my classes and maintaining a solid good GPA.
My naked Self portrait
As an Intersex/DSD person and a Nudist, my body is constantly being assaulted, erased and sexualized by society and many different people. My body as an Intersex/DSD is not the same as everyone. It’s neither male nor female and doesn’t have a biological sex of male or female. It’s no different from everyone else other than being born into a body that doesn’t have a sex or a gender. It has its flaws and imperfections, and almost everyone has their flaws and imperfections in their body. Which is why my body is no different from anyone else. It’s only different because of what I am born with.
My Intersex body is always assaulted by medical science who tries so hard to erase me and try to pigeon-hole me into the male and female gender system. They try to erase intersex people like me because people like me are comfortable with the skin I am in and happy with all the flaws and imperfections I am born with. Medical science tries so hard to erase the existence of Intersex/DSD people such as myself. They deny my existence and deny me as a human being. Medicine tries so hard to erase my medical condition and try to deny its existence. Medical science is fearful that an Intersex body like mines is not as perfect as they want to be and it doesn’t fit their view of what is a Male body and a Female body. One thing it tries to do is erase me as an Intersex person because they don’t like intersex people like me accepting our body for what it is and being comfortable with it. Which is why medicine is not comfortable with Intersex bodies and people like me who are Intersex and very accepting of our bodies and every flaw and imperfection that comes with it.
The other way my body get’s assaulted, is when you have creepy people who sexualized and fetishize my Intersex body. There are people out their who have sexualized and fetishized Intersex bodies and Intersex people like me. Their are even some within the LGBT community who have been known to use intersex people like me as props and pawns for their agenda. They even use them to legitimize and justify their agenda at my expense and dignity. I have even seen instances where some people have sexualized the intersex in a way that is very pornographic. I have seen where some have sexualized Intersex people and even make them look like as if being born with an Intersex condition is a sex and gender identity. Which is why an Intersex body such as mine is often sexualized by people because they think it’s kinky or porn like. They often see it as an excuse or a way to legitimize their agenda at their expense.
It’s why Intersex people like me have a hard time accepting our intersex bodies for what it is, when you have medical science who tries so hard to erase intersex people and you have people who sexualized and fetishize Intersex people. Intersex/DSD people such as myself need to have body acceptance and body freedom. We need to be comfortable and accepting of all our flaws and imperfections that were born with. We need to be happy with what we’re born with and know that No amount of surgery in the world is every going to an Intersex person happy. It’s why if their happy with their body and happy with all the flaws and imperfections. They will have that kind of happiness that surgery can never give.
It’s why as a Nudist myself, I am comfortable with my Intersex body. I am comfortable with all the flaws, Imperfections that I am born with. I know not too many people can say that their happy with all their body parts, but for me, I am happy with all of mine including my micropenis and my youthful look. I’m happy with the fact that my intersex flaws and imperfections makes me a very unique person and makes me very different. I contribute to the fact that being a nudist and being comfortable with my own skin, shows that I am very accepting of my Intersex body for what it is. It shows that I don’t need surgery to be happy, and I can be happy without surgery or any invasive medical intervention. Nudism has done wonderful things in terms of body acceptance and body freedom. As an Intersex person, I don’t have to be pressured in to the male and female system, and I can still be happy with who I am and be myself.
Which is why as an Intersex person and a Nudist, I am very comfortable with myself and all the flaws and Imperfections that I am born with. My intersex body is always assaulted by medical science who tries their hardest to erase intersex people like me. Even their have been people who have tried to sexualized and fetishize Intersex people like me as well. It’s why I try my hardest to be above them and above the influence to be myself and just be me regardless of what society and science say about Intersex people like me. I often say this, ” It’s hard to be someone else, but very easy to just be me”
This is why people need to learn to respect their inner beauty within and not be pressured to what society and people expect out of us. We should learn to appreciate more of ourselves and appreciate the body and skin were in. Which is why as a Nudist and an Intersex person, I can appreciate all the flaws and imperfections that I am born with. Even be happy with what I have and learn to appreciate the things I have within me. It why people today put way too much emphasis on appearance instead of inner beauty.
As the Semester is winding down in the next couple of weeks, I have summer to look forward to. Which means I have decisions as to what I want to do for the summer of 2013. I know this summer, I do plan on making a trip to a Nudist resort, try to work in between to save money for the fall semester and Travel for the summer. I am even considering taking college classes in the summer to cut down my credit load and graduate faster. So I do have plans and ideas of what I want to do this summer.
One thing I don’t want to do is to be stuck at home during the summer and not doing anything or than responding to fire calls with the Fire dept. Like all my previous summers, I never had a chance to Travel or take a Vacation alone, by myself away from my family. So it’s why this year, I am trying at least have a summer vacation away from my family and at least by myself for once in my life. I just want to have an adventure, travel and at least something to do during the summer to remember when I am back in college in the Fall semester.
One thing I do plan to do this summer, is go to a Nudist Resort for either the 4th of July Weekend and for a Music festival at a Nudist resort. I plan to make one camping trip to a Nudist resort and spend a summer Nude in a Nudist Resort. It’s one of my things to do on my bucket list and one I wanted to when I started into Nudism.
So for my summer plans, I have things I want to do to stay occupied and keep busy during the summer. It can range from taking online courses during the summer or even Travel a bit during the summer. Which is why I try to have a good summer to remember when I am back in to college in the fall semester.