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Rambling mind

Ya know something, i was thinking about this today and something hit my mind. As you know, i am getting older, but not looking older. I was thinking about all these years and i am still dateless and without a girlfriend. Yea it sucks that i am going to be 31 on next Wednesday and not looking forward to another year of being single and dateless. It’s sometimes depressing to see year after year of being single and without a girlfriend in my life. I know that my odds of me ever getting a girlfriend are about the same as hitting the powerball or wining the lottery. I know i never dated in middle school and high school and even in college, i never dated. So as i turn 31 on next Wednesday, i don’t look forward to being single, dateless and without a girlfriend.

To be blunt, i think the biggest obstacle for me is that girls are intimidated by me because i look way to young to be 31. I live with my folks and i don’t have a car yet, but a car is coming for me very soon. That’s why for me, i don’t have a girlfriend at all. Through out my teens and 20’s, I was always single, dateless, and i missed every chance to meet girls and form relationships. So being 31 next Wed, means that i missed another year of finding a girlfriend and that as i get older and older, i find it harder and harder for me to find one. I even think that in my 30’s, i passed my prime for a relationship and i always assume that if i didn’t have one back then, what are my odds of me having one now, slim, next to nothing. That’s why most of my life right now is work, college and go though life as painless as possible. To be even more blunt, i get depressed inside when i see a nice looking girl, knowing that she’s already taken by someone and i missed the chance.

So for me, turning 31 won’t mean jack for me because I don’t have anyone to enjoy it with, two, i don’t have a girlfriend at them moment and i don’t ever look forward to another year of being single, alone and dateless. Three, I’m proubly going to end up being alone, at home, sitting in front of the computer or working out in the gym alone with no one to spend time with.

Ya know what, it sucks being single and over 30