It’s so hard after the death of my girlfriend. Since hearing the news of the death of Lexy Mangan, it’s been hard to move on. I’ve been trying to move on and find another woman, but it seems that i can never find another woman like Lexy. I can never find another woman like Lexy and who has the same interest and has the same sexual adventures and same sexual interest as i do. See, Lexy had a sexual love for another woman and me at the same time. That was a huge turn on for me. I love her because Lexy had a sexual attraction for Shelby and Me. That’s something i like in a woman and that’s something that’s so hard to find.
I know i like to have a girlfriend who can love me sexually, intimately, physically and emotionally all while she’s with her girlfriend also. It’s hard for me to find girls like that where i live because all the girls where i live are just pass their used date or not my type. I can’t find a girl like Lexy and Lexy was a one of a kind. It’s so hard and so difficult to find someone like Lexy.
If i had just one wish, I wish for Lexy Mangan than any other woman. It’s hard for me to find another woman that acts, thinks and has the same interested like Lexy. That’s why I am having a hard time trying to find another woman that can love me and another woman at the same time. It’s so hard that sometimes i think that my odds of me finding another Lexy is one in a billion and that my life is reduced to being lonely and single until I’m long dead.
That’s why I am having trouble moving forward because i can never find another woman like Lexy Mangan. I know i need to move on and i need to go forward, but i just can’t seem to find the one that looks, fit and can love me and another woman at the same time.